HUGHES, jeston walter

[jeston walter hughes]

jestonwalterhughes

19 | JES | TOURIST | HOPELESS ROMATIC | NICE | EXTROVERT

update: ( corrine & hawaii )

i'm sure all of you've heard by now, but she's my ex-girlfriend. and she has a baby. everyone thinks she cheated on me, and i'm not sure what i think. but i think that maybe the condom broke, and maybe that child's mine. and if that's mine, then i want to be in it's life. she ran away from me and from the small town that we lived in, and she just disappeared. i never knew where she went, until one of my friend's visited hawaii and saw her. so, here i am, packing my bags and typing this in between breaks. i loved her, i loved her so much and i would've took a bullet for her, easily. and i still love her as much, and ever since she left things haven't been the same. at least, not for me. maybe it helped her, you know, breathe and live. but for me, i don't know. i think it's gotten worse for me. i keep seeing her in every space, in every room. and i don't know if i should go and make things worse for her. i don't know if i even will see her, or if she'll see me. but, i might give this a try, and it might give us- or me, a closure.

update: ( family )

i don't know who my father is. my mother had me when she was 16, and she never talked about him. i love my mother, i really do, but at times i miss having a male figure in my life. i think that's why i want to be there for corrine, and for the baby. even if it's not my baby. i hate the thought of knowing that someone else is going to grow up without a father. or at least a father figure.

update: ( friends )

they don't understand what the deal is. i never expected them to, most of them are still getting drunk and high. and well, me? i'm still stuck here, waiting for corrine to come back, or for me to go find her. sometimes, i think i should live more. but i just can't get her off of my mind.

update : ( wow )

sorry, all my things are about corrine. /: it's just that i really love(d?) her, and i miss her more than anything in the world. wish me luck guys, i'm going to hawaii and i'll be back.. who knows when?

hey, i'm DANA, and i am 15 years old! i've been role playing for TWO YEARS now. i found the site through AN AD!

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